Showing posts with label Lake Junaluska NC. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lake Junaluska NC. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Walking the path.... my labyrinth experiences

A while back I was asked to reflect on my personal labyrinth experiences.  I haven't had lots of writing time these days and that had been put on the back burner, as the expression goes.  Today, I noticed a book called Walking the Labyrinth by Travis Scholl [published by Intervarsity Press (IVP)].  In sharing that book on my Facebook page, I was once again reminded that I had promised to reflect upon and share my labyrinth experiences. 

I have been fortunate to walk several labyrinths over the past several years.  There is an outdoor labyrinth at the Bright School that is open to the public.  It isn't too far away.  That is the first labyrinth I walked.

We have one on the property of the church where we worship, Burks UMC, and I have been able to walk it prior to services, at special services, as part of classes, and at times when I've just wanted and/or needed time and space to listen to God.

We made one out of hoses for a retreat once at Camp Dixie. 

I walked the labyrinth at the Fruitland Park LEC several times during my 2 year Academy time there between 2011 and 2013. 

I have also walked the labyrinths at Lake Junaluska, NC (cut into the grass), St. Mary's, Sewanee (brick inlay), and Asbury Theological Seminary (small concrete in a patio).  The one different labyrinth that I did was one that the youth set up indoors with stations around it.  It was neat because it had reflective questions, thoughts, and activities at the various stations along the way.  Though a different labyrinth prayer experience, it provided time and space for me to listen to God.

Why do I walk the labyrinth?  Because it allows me to focus on my conversation with God (prayer).  In walking the path, I am able to slow down, to listen, to talk.  Though walking, I am walking contemplatively, prayerfully.  Each labyrinth is different, due to how it is made, its terrain, where it is located, etc.

Outdoor labyrinths that are mowed may have bare spots, grassy spots, muddy spots, etc.  Concrete labyrinths may have rocks, sticks, leaves, acorns, or who knows what else on them.  At Lake Junaluska, one thing you watch out for as you walk is the geese deposit along the path.  All of these things are reminders to me that the labyrinth path is much like the path of life.  There are twists and turns along the way, there are differing landscapes, things to watch out for, and yes, even poop on the path.  But, that's not the ultimate focus of the path.  The path is a tool to allow me to focus on my relationship with God, to listen more intentionally as I meander the pathway.

I have entered the labyrinth most often with burdens on my heart and mind.  Most recently, I walked the labyrinth with memories and thoughts of my friend Leila with the Wednesday Bible Study group.

Regardless of what has been on my heart, mind, and soul as I have entered the path, my experience has been that I leave the labyrinth in a state of much deeper peace and solace.  The time to wander along the path, the opportunity to talk with God and to listen, the time and space to simply "be" (even while still moving), the time to breathe in and out more deeply and intentionally.  All of this must somehow be part of why I feel more at peace when I step back out of the labyrinth. 

It's like walking along the beach or hiking along a trail with a good friend.  You aren't saying anything to another out loud, but you're together.  That togetherness transcends anything that words could ever say and settles deep within.  That's what walking the labyrinth does for me.  

Peace.  There is always peace.  There have been times of resolution.  There has been joy.  There have been answers.  There have been tears.  There has been anger.  The labyrinth is a path of prayer, therefore it is a way of deepening my relationship with the One who created me, the Creator. 

How do I pray the labyrinth?  It depends on what is on my heart, mind, and soul at the time.   If I am seeking answers or heavy with a burden, I will most likely spend time on the walk in lifting that concern or thought up.  When I get to the center, I stay as long as I feel I need to in order to make sure that I can leave what I have brought with me there.  On the way out, I try to offer thoughts and prayers of gratitude and thanksgiving about the things that were on my mind and whatever else comes to mind. 

I have heard about using the labyrinth for celebrations, for Eucharist (communion), and other things.  That sounds wonderful.  I hope to have those experiences one day too.

The bottom line is that the labyrinth path is a path of prayer for me, a path of talking with and listening to God.  It centers me, it deepens the peace within me.

It is different than walking or hiking in that the walking is slower, more intentional.  I have not been on an intentional, contemplative hike yet, but I imagine that might be similar to walking a labyrinth path on the intentional level.  Yet, I think there is something unique to going into the center and coming back out that is different about the labyrinth that one doesn't get on other types of prayer walks.  But that doesn't come from any kind of research, just my brain (which is slightly over used and mush right now from studies.)

So, that's my experience(s) with walking the labyrinth path.  What is/are yours?

Blessings on your journey,

Debra

PS-- I have included pictures of the labyrinths I mentioned, one blogpost in which I wrote briefly about labyrinths, and a few additional resources about labyrinths.  There are abundant resources in books, on the internet, etc. 

Burks UMC

Life Enrichment Center, Fruitland Park, FL

Asbury Theological Seminary, Wilmore, KY

Bright School, Chattanooga, TN

Hand-made out of 6 hoses for a retreat at Camp Dixie, Lakesite, TN
Lake Junaluska, NC
St. Mary's Sewanee, TN (not one of my pictures) 

Additional resources:

Rabbi Rami Shapiro talking about labyrinths and the one at St. Mary's Sewanee specifically

Journey Toward Abundant Living (May 19, 2013) [one of my posts]

Bonnie Jacobs has written about several Chattanooga labyrinths:

Labyrinths (October 20, 2012)

Another Labyrinth (October 24, 2012)

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Reflection from the newspaper... part I--Jesus, the kudzu vine

If you've been reading my blog, you've noticed that I write quite a bit about what books I'm reading and/or what songs I've been listening to.  I've even included children's books.  I don't know if I've shared from this next genre yet or not, but another area from which I gain much fodder for reflection is the newspaper.  It might be an article, or a commentary column, or even the comics.  Yes, the comics.  In fact, I have quite a few comics clipped and filed away with thoughts on devotional and/or sermon material, depending on what works out down the road.

Anyway, there are two things from this week that stood out to me.  I will talk about one here, and the other one in a separate blog (as I tend to be wordy).

The first one is a picture. It was in Thursday's paper (June 30, 2011).  An Associated Press pricture of a patch of kudzu vine that had grown up on a utility pole in Kinston, NC.  The people there in the area were saying they could see Christ's likeness on the cross in the kudzu.
 

Here's an article on it as well: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/43580914/ns/us_news-weird_news/t/divine-or-just-vine-kudzu-believed-resemble-jesus/

In my newspaper, it was a small picture with the caption "Jesus vine?" on page A4, sandwiched between two articles at the top of the page.  It caught my attention.

As I looked at it, I had several thoughts go through my head..... I chuckled.  After all, it was kudzu.  We had a family farm that had certain areas overrun with kudzu.  Kudzu is difficult to clean out and keep out.  We used mechanics and cows to keep the kudzu to a manageable level.  Knowing that kudzu is a vine that just grows voraciously and wherever at will brings humor in seeing it in the likeness as Jesus.  And, then, it brings a secondary thought.  Jesus is akin to kudzu..... Jesus can and will grow the kingdom of God wherever He pleases.  I'm not going to get too deep into an analogy here, but what all of this does make me think of is this:  we CAN see Jesus anywhere and everywhere we look, IF we are looking.  Did you notice that homeless person sitting on the street corner just the other day?  What about those internally displaced persons in Sudan?  Did you see into the eyes of the many children around the world that are hungry and thirsty?  Have you heard the lonely cry of the elderly or your neighbor?  In these situations and many more, we can see and hear Jesus.  The question is, what are we going to do about it?  Now, seeing Jesus in a kudzu vine, what does that do for us?  For me, it's mainly a reminder that I can see Jesus if my eyes are open.  Then, the question calls out:  "What am I going to do about it?"  Seeing Jesus is just the beginning.  Hopefully, from there, a relationship grows and I become the extended hands and feet of Jesus.  Now, that's a neat thought!  Cool, I can become part of the Jesus kudzu vine!

Where do you see Jesus along your journey? 

~Debra

Thursday, June 30, 2011

The Touch Test

Are you familiar with "The Touch Test"?  If you are familiar with Rudy or Juanita Rasmus, then the answer is most likely "yes".  If not, then allow me to introduce you to the touch test and to Rudy and Juanita.

I first heard of Rudy and Juanita last summer at SoulFeast 2010 at Lake Junaluska, NC.  Powerful life stories, powerful speakers, humble lives submitted to God.  This couple is inspiring!  The last day of SoulFeast last summer, in the last minutes, Juanita introduced us to her husband's "Touch Test" from his book Touch.  She went through a list of types of people, asking us to note which ones we felt uncomfortable being able to love... or which ones were difficult to love.... or which ones God was calling us to love at that time more deeply.  I can't remember how she worded it exactly then.  The one that stood out to me though at that time was "mentally challenged adult".  And, with it came a specific name and person, though I'm sure I can expand on that love to others.  I have someone in my life who has a mental denegerative disorder, from birth.  I have been given the opportunity to love this person, to help guide this person, and to deal with this person.  Thankfully, I'm not alone.  We are a team of several that help this person.  But, God let me know last summer that I was to love this person more.  So, I have tried-- to be more loving, to be more understanding, to be more patient.  We ALL can be difficult to love.  I recognize that I am difficult to love too. 

Fast forward to this summer.  Our local Scenic City Women's Network (SCWN) brought Juanita Rasmus in for their annual praise breakfast.  I was excited to learn about that and obtained tickets for my daughter and I to attend.  It was truly a blessing.  Juanita shared many nuggets of truth and jewels of healthy spiritual living.  She also challenged us with the touch test, putting it in the context of someone sitting next to you in church.

Afterwards, I purchased Rudy's book.  After all, I had waited almost an entire year to buy this book.  It should be safe to buy it now.  (Note:  I have a book addiction and have to be careful around books.) 

I just finished reading the book yesterday.  Besides the TOUCH TEST, there are many wonderful things in this book to challenge, encourage, and equip someone in their journey.  Especially if the person is seeking to grow in loving the "other" in their community.

There is a "Going Deeper" section at the end of the book that offers great questions for reflection.  The Touch Test is found here, starting on page 225.   The instructions are under question #4 and say: "Following is a list of different kinds of people.  Indicate which ones you wouldn't feel completely comfortable sitting next to.  When you've finished, look over your list and write an evaluation of your willingness to love people."  WOW!  There are 71 kinds of people listed.  I don't have room to type them all here, but here are some:
  • homeless person
  • illiterate adult male/female
  • man wearing baseball cap or hat
  • convicted sex offender
  • ex-prisoner
  • religious fanatic
  • a heavily tattooed man
  • couple with crying, screaming baby
  • interracial couple
  • a muslim
  • a person who sings loudly and poorly
  • divorced male/female
  • a woman wearing pants
  • recovering drug addict
  • gay male
  • lesbian couple
  • disable person
  • hispanic male or female
  • person with many teeth missing
  • retarded adult
  • smoker
  • political conservative
It would be a great resource to have this "test" available online.  I checked the church website (http://stjohnsdowntown.org/), and I couldn't find such a resource, but there are other great resources there.

The book Touch includes a guide for beginning a ministry to homeless people as well as a guide for how to lead a study group using the book.  These resources are in the back of the book.

There is a list of characteristics on pages 192-194 that are categorized under "ministries that are intentionally safe" and "ministries that are intentionally spontaneous".  These characteristics can be used to rate a church or ministry to see what it says about where the church or ministry is in its living out the gospel.  There might be some "Amen"s and/or there might be some "Ouch"es, but the comparison is worth reflection.  What is God calling the church / ministry to be and do vs. what it is being and doing?

Pastor Rudy says this: "All of us need to take a good, hard look at how we live God's calling in our lives.  As we look at what Jesus wants us to do, I'm not claiming to have my act together.  I'm still learning, still in process, still in need of God's guidance.  I often ask myself and my team if we're really touching people's lives.  Are we willing to do whatever it takes to touch them, no matter how many traditions we trample, no matter who doesn't like it?  That's what Jesus did." (185)

That resonates within me.  How am I living out God's call in my life?  I know I don't have my act together either.  I recognize that I'm still learning and still in process and definitely still in need of God's guidance!  Am I touching people's lives?  Am I willing to do whatever it takes to touch them? 

These aren't easy questions, but they are important questions.  Questions I'm willing to ask of myself and have others ask of me.  Questions I'd like to be able to bring into dialogue with others in my community.

I know I didn't give you all 71 kinds of people, but take the Touch Test.  Grab a copy of the book.  Read it.  See if it touches you.  Share it if it does. 

Seeking to touch people's lives with the love of God as I travel this adventurous journey,

~Debra

PS-- Check out SoulFeast 2011(http://www.upperroom.org/soulfeast/) .  Juanita Rasmus will be back.  And, Rudy Rasmus will be one of the speakers at the Change the World conference in October at Ginghamsburg Church (http://ginghamsburg.org/changetheworld).