Showing posts with label Jesus Calling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Jesus Calling. Show all posts

Monday, October 19, 2015

False fellowship... reflections from the Jesus Calling devotional on October 19

Today's devotional reading from Jesus Calling by Sarah Young (October 19th) is one of those "cause for a pause" readings.  There were several phrases that caught my attention, such as: "defenses down", "false fellowship", and "artificial atmosphere".  Was it just the alliteration that caught my attention of these words or was it something more?

As I've pondered the reading, I believe it is something more.  In these devotionals, it is Jesus speaking.  A previous sentence mentions erected barriers between people.  "Facades abound in the world, even in My Body, the church.  Sometimes the church is the last place where people feel free to be themselves.  They cover up with Sunday clothes and Sunday smiles. They feel relief when they leave because of the strain of false fellowship."

Wow.  That statement can be both an "ouch" and an "amen".  It is an "ouch" because the truth hurts.  It is an "amen" for all the people who are living that way.  But it doesn't have to be either.  The church can be a place where people feel relief when they arrive, because they know they are among people who are walking the journey of life just as they are, with its ups and downs and ins and outs.  They have come to a place where there is love of God and love of one another.  They are able to take off their facades and lay them down.  This is authentic atmosphere.  This is what the devotional refers to as "defenses down" in the first paragraph: "COME TO ME with your defenses down, ready to be blessed and filled with My Presence.  Relax, and feel the relief of being totally open and authentic with Me."

What if we were to live into authentic atmosphere in our daily lives and it carried over into corporate worship?  Then instead of false fellowship, there would be true fellowship with defenses down.  The body of Christ would be focused on the reason for gathering in the first place, the corporate relationship with God.

The last paragraph of the reading provides the solution to the false fellowship: "The best antidote to this artificial atmosphere is practicing My Presence at church.  Let your primary focus be communing with Me, worshiping Me, glorifying Me.  Then you will be able to smile at others with My Joy and love them with My love."

Whether it is within the walls of a church building or a with a group of folks gathered for fellowship, the goal is always authenticity, isn't it?!  Why would we not want to live authentic lives?  Why would we not want to be true to who we were created to be?  Why gather with any group of people if the relief comes when we leave them instead of when we arrive?

In order for me to live with my defenses down in a corporate atmosphere, it is an intentional decision I must make in my private time.  It isn't always an easy one.  As this devotional reading points out, there are many who erect barriers and wear facades.  I have written previously about wearing masks and the decision to not wear them anymore.  Though it is more difficult at first to live into one's true and authentic self, it is a much more free life.  Living into one's true and authentic self without masks and facades doesn't mean that one shares anything and everything about themselves all the time.  However, it does mean that one keeps the defenses down, is open and authentic with self, God, and others.

Today's reading made me think.  Are people more relieved when they gather or when they leave a fellowship time?  I hope to set an example that wherever I am, people are free to be themselves in front of God and others.  May it be so.

Blessings on your journey,

Debra

P.S.  The Scriptures listed in today's reading: 1 John 1:5-7; Exodus 33:14; Philippians 4:8-9

Friday, October 16, 2015

October is flying by... reflections on life



I don't know about you, but October is flying by for me.  Today is October 16th and this is my first blog post of the month.  What?!?!  Yes, it's true.

This morning's sky caught my attention with the blue attempting to break through in-between the jagged edges of the white and grey clouds.  The sky is now clear blue with some wispy thin whiteness interspersed in places.

I have so many things swirling around in my heart, mind, and soul that I don't really know where to begin.  I have been keeping up with my journaling for the Clergy Vitality Group in which I take part.  We are keeping a silence journal, a reflection of our silence times.  We have an overnight silent retreat coming up in a couple of weeks up at St. Mary's Sewanee. I'm really looking forward to that.

Many quotes that I've seen from Contemplative Photography, Alive Now, Weavings, and Shalem Institute on Facebook have directed me towards silence, reflection, and/or being still.  That continues to be a theme in my journey.  And as I've noted before, I imagine that to be an ongoing one until the end of my days because I find that I need more and more stillness in my life.  Not only do I need it, but I enjoy it.  To simply "be" and to be able to refresh and recharge, to be able to listen and discern.... ah..... this is the beauty of being that gives strength for the doing.

In this morning's reading of Jesus Calling by Sarah Young, a phrase caught my attention--"living channel".  I often think of myself as a "bridge", a bridge person.  I connect people to others and I connect situations.  From the Scriptures, I have used the term "vessel", desiring to be an empty vessel used and filled by God for the sake of others.  But "channel" is new to me.  The devotion is written as Jesus speaking: "When you need comfort, I love to enfold you in My arms. I enable you not only to feel comforted but also to be a channel through whom I comfort others.  Thus you are doubly blessed, because a living channel absorbs some of whatever flows through it."

Hmmm.... that got me thinking.  As a living channel, I not only receive from God, but what I receive is passed along to others.  As I am willing to allow God to flow through me as this living channel, then I will absorb some of that which flows through it.    That flowing can go both ways.  If I am going to be in the midst of ministry as a living channel, there may be some back flow at times.  In those cases, I will trust God with whatever flows into the channel, that it will be used for the good of the Kingdom and the glory of God and God's creation.  What I mean by this is that life has its difficulties and even downright yucky times.  We aren't immune to those nor or we to avoid them.  It's okay to be in the middle of chaos at times and/or rough situations.  I am learning to be still in these times too.  I am learning to allow the chaos to swirl and allow the Creator to let me know when it's time to take the next step.

One more thought for today.  I was encouraged this morning to read Rev. Paul Doehrmann's final sermon.  He was a second career pastor, starting around age 50 and recently retired from preaching in Ossian, IN.  His final sermon was entitled "Soli Deo Gloria-- To God Be the Glory!"  His words were encouraging as was the fact that one of the parishioners at one of the 3 churches in my appointment thought to get a copy of this sermon to me.

My goal is to listen to the One voice and to live my life in such a way that it is evident that it is to God for whom I am living.  I don't always get it right.  In fact, rarely does a day go by when I can say that I've had a perfect day.  But that's okay.  It's not about perfection in the sense of not making mistakes or dropping balls or spinning plates (figuratively).  It's about seeking to know God, love God, serve God.  My heart's desire is to love God and to love others.  In order to do that, I know that I must love myself too.

As a fairly new song (or at least new to me) says, my life isn't falling apart, it's falling into place.  The song is "Just Be Held" by Casting Crowns.

Here are the lyrics:

Hold it all together
Everybody needs you strong
But life hits you out of nowhere
And barely leaves you holding on

And when you're tired of fighting
Chained by your control
There's freedom in surrender
Lay it down and let it go

So when you're on your knees and answers seem so far away
You're not alone, stop holding on and just be held
Your world's not falling apart, it's falling into place
I'm on the throne, stop holding on and just be held
Just be held, just be held

If your eyes are on the storm
You'll wonder if I love you still
But if your eyes are on the cross
You'll know I always have and I always will

And not a tear is wasted
In time, you'll understand
I'm painting beauty with the ashes
Your life is in My hands

Lift your hands, lift your eyes
In the storm is where you'll find Me
And where you are, I'll hold your heart
I'll hold your heart
Come to Me, find your rest
In the arms of the God who won't let go


That's a powerful song that can meet me in a different place, depending on where I happen to be at the time.  How about you?

Being still, being held by the Creator, making that time and space to enjoy BEING in relationship with the One who created me.... that's what gives me the strength to then get out and do.

To God be the glory.

Blessings on your journey,

Debra

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Living in union with God...silence and being still in God's presence


This morning's reading from Jesus Calling (September 16) by Sarah Young is a wonderful reminder of 'who' and 'whose' I am.  Here are some of the words I read in my devotional time: "I designed you to live in union with me.  This union does not negate who you are; it actually makes you more fully yourself."

More fully me.  More the me that God created me to be.  The more time I spend with the Creator God, the more I become more fully me.  That's such a little thing, yet such a big thing.  If I am truly desiring to live more like the example modeled for me, why don't I "simply" spend time with my Creator?!?!?!

"Be still and know that I am God"-- Psalm 46:10.  That has been a life verse for many years now.  A verse that I have been trying to live into and have been able to live into some, here and there.  Currently, I am attempting to incorporate silence into my life daily.  Not "quiet" time, but silence.  I could have quiet time 24/7, where I read and read and read.  Silence time is that "sitting time" with God, where you just sit.  You don't read, you don't think, you simply are.  "Be still."  In those times of being still, you are in God's presence, with God, resting in God's presence.

As I have been working on my daily stillness journey, I have found it much more challenging than when I go to centering prayer and enter the silence for 30 minutes.  Not that one is supposed to judge one's self as they attempt this or grow in this, but sometimes even the 10 minutes of silence that I attempt in silence seems like an eternity.... or it is met by so much resistance, internally or externally.

But because I know the importance of being still and knowing God my creator, I press on.  I press on to make that space to simply "be" with God, to rest in God's presence, to be with God.

Further along in today's Jesus Calling devotion: "Find fulfillment through living close to Me, yielding to My purposes for you.  Though I may lead you along paths that feel alien to you, trust that I know what I am doing.  If you follow Me wholeheartedly, you will discover facets of yourself that were previously hidden.  I know you intimately--far better than you know yourself."

Spending time in silence (and solitude) allows me that listening time with God the Creator who knows me best.  It allows me that space to make room for God to work in me.

I have finally picked back up Ruth Haley Barton's book, Invitation to Solitude and Silence, that I had started several years ago.  This book (and a Clergy Vitality group using the book) is helping me get into a daily practice while I am still trying to make it to the weekly Centering Prayer group.

The song "The Summons" by John Bell sums up the relationship call and answer between us and God.  We sang it this past Sunday at one of the three churches.  It always blesses, encourages, and challenges me when I hear it.

Here are the lyrics:


verse 1--Will you come and follow me if I but call your name?  Will you go where you don't know and never be the same?  Will you let my love be shown, will you let my name be known, will you let my life be grown in you and you in me?

verse 2-- Will you leave yourself behind if I but call your name?  Will you care for cruel and kind and never be the same?  Will you risk the hostile stare should your life attract or scare?  Will you let me answer prayer in you and you in me?

verse 3--Will you let the blinded see if I but call your name?  Will you set the prisoners free and never be the same?  Will you kiss the leper clean, and do such as this unseen, and admit to what I mean in you and you in me?

verse 4--Will you love the "you" you hide if I but call your name?  Will you quell the fear inside and never be the same?  Will you use the faith you've found to reshape the world around, through my sight and touch and sound in you and you in me?

verse 5--Lord, your summons echoes true when you but call my name.  Let me turn and follow you and never be the same.  In your company I'll go where your love and footsteps show.  Thus I'll move and live and grow in you and you in me.


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I know that God continues to call my name.  God designed me and continues to draw me into relationship.  As I answer that call, I become more fully who I was created to be.  I find myself playing the Native American flute, making tie-dye shirts, going into all kinds of areas of God's kingdom to show the light and love of God.... because I do trust my Creator and I will follow those footsteps.

How about you?

Blessings on your journey,

Debra

Sunday, September 6, 2015

Reflection... living into who the Creator created me to be

This week has been a week of more reflection than normal (it seems).  There have been several devotions I've read, one my husband sent to me, quotes I've seen on social media, songs I've heard, and things I've read in books that have had me thinking. 

I have been reconnecting with some friends over the past few weeks and that has been a blessing.

Also, as we came into the month of September, I found myself beginning to think about my dear friend Leila who passed away suddenly last September 7th.  Leila's unexpected passing last September was the beginning of a year full of deaths.  As is the case for many people that have gone on, I still miss Leila and think of her often.  I am reminded of her as I look at the icon she gave me that sits in my office, when I wear the red cross, and when I walk the labyrinth at Burks UMC. 

In my reflection time yesterday, I realized once again how grateful I am for The Upper Room Academy for Spiritual Formation. God used both a 5 Day Academy in 2010 in TN and the bilingual 2 Year Academy (#32) to meet me where I was and to take me along the journey to a place where I am more my true self, more whole, and living more into who God created me to be.  Without the rhythm of the 2 year Academy, I don't think I would be where I am today in ministry or life.  It strengthened me, gave me encouragement and affirmation through the community, structure, teachings, and rhythms.  I am grateful to have been able to go on that journey, especially while in seminary working on the M.Div. 

Here are some of the reflections from the week that have been on my heart and mind:

There have been nuggets of truth and encouragement throughout the week from Jesus Calling by Sarah Young.  From September 2-- "Living in dependence on Me is a glorious adventure."  From September 3-- "Let the dew of My Presence refresh your mind and heart."  "As dew refreshes grass and flowers during the stillness of the night, so My Presence revitalizes you as you sit quietly with Me."  "A refreshed, revitalized mind is able to sort out what is important and what is not."  From September 4--"In the intimacy of My Presence, you are energized."

On Friday (September 4), Riley forwarded a devotion to me from Every Man Ministries on crosswalk.com.  It was about Jesus being rich in sacrifice and how Jesus sacrificed time, energy, effort, and comfort in order to connect with people.   I included a link to this devotion because so much of it spoke to me.  I hope you'll take a few moments and click on the link and check it out for yourself.

Yesterday I heard a new song (for me) by Casting Crowns on 91.5 Family Radio, "Just Be Held".  As I listened to the lyrics, I found many of them to resonate with life-- mine or others.  "Your world's not falling apart; it's falling into place."  It turns out that the song was written in 2013.  How have I not heard it until now?!?!

Lyrics:
Hold it all together
Everybody needs you strong
But life hits you out of nowhere
And barely leaves you holding on
And when you're tired of fighting
Chained by your control
There's freedom in surrender
Lay it down and let it go
So when you're on your knees and answers seem so far away
You're not alone, stop holding on and just be held
Your worlds not falling apart, its falling into place
I'm on the throne, stop holding on and just be held
Just be held, just be held
If your eyes are on the storm
You'll wonder if I love you still
But if your eyes are on the cross
You'll know I always have and I always will
And not a tear is wasted
In time, you'll understand
I'm painting beauty with the ashes
Your life is in My hands
Lift your hands, lift your eyes
In the storm is where you'll find Me
And where you are, I'll hold your heart
I'll hold your heart
Come to Me, find your rest
In the arms of the God who won't let go


As I continue to live into the weekly rhythm of studying, preaching, going into community, seeking to know the people in the three churches to which I've been appointed and to get to know the community in which they live and worship, I know that the only way I can live into my calling is for me to keep making time to stop, be still, to spend time with God, to be re-energized and refilled.  Being able to hear and listen to the One Voice is more important than ever because I'm not just living my life as a follower, but also as a leader.  In order to lead well, I need to listen well. 

Two final things. 

Before I preached this morning's double header at Flintstone UMC and Simpson UMC, I was at the Flintstone rock church (which is in the Ripley's Believe It or Not records) and opened the front doors and took a look up at Lookout Mountain.  As I gazed upon that majestic view, the words of the Psalmist came to mind: Psalm 121:1-2--"I lift up my eyes to the hills--from where will my help come? My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth."


As I drove home today, I saw a scene in the clouds that reminded me of a smiley face.  Upon further inspection when I got home, it looks more like a bow tie underneath than a mouth.  You can use your own imagination. 



May you live into who the Creator has created you to be and may you be open to listening to the Creator's voice along the way.
 
Blessings on your journey, 

Debra


Saturday, August 22, 2015

Glow in the Dark... a song by Jason Gray-- lyrics, video, reflection


This song, "Glow in the Dark" by Jason Gray, has been on the radio for several months now.  I find myself singing along and smiling every time I hear it.  Not that all the lyrics are upbeat, because they aren't.  The lyrics include difficult times, but the song resonates with me.  It's a song that touches me.  I've wanted to include it in my blog for a while now, but if you've noticed, I really haven't been blogging since I started preaching weekly.  I keep telling myself I'll post my sermons, but then I'm working on the next week's sermon.  Then I tell myself I'll make the time and post a blog post of a month's worth of sermons (watch out!).  We'll see.  For right now, for today, I'm going to post about "Glow in the Dark".  Because that's all I have time to do.  I have to spend some time tweaking tomorrow's sermon and finishing out a 10 page paper due on Monday.

As I listen to the song and reflect upon the lyrics, what catches my attention?  Well, admittedly, I do think of those cool light sticks that glow in the dark, lightning bugs, and sparklers-- things that show their light in the dark.  But that's not all that comes to mind as I hear the song.  I recognize the places in me that have been broken, the dark places.  When I am going through difficult times, I am encouraged to keep going.  Whatever the past, whatever the present, I can be strong and stand firm, knowing that God loves me and God's love will shine in me and through me.  God's love can and will radiate through me as I allow it to.  And the beauty of allowing God's love to shine through brokenness is that is shines in ways we can't even imagine.  I am reminded of light shining through broken glass or stained glass and the beauty of the light that radiates through.  That is the light that can shine through as God's love radiates in and through each of our lives as we continue to walk the journey with the One who knows us and loves us.

As I read my morning devotion this morning (August 22) from Jesus Calling by Sarah Young, these words went along with the theme for this song: "Refresh yourself in My holy Presence.  Speak or sing praises to Me, and My Face will shine radiantly upon you.  Remember that there is no condemnation for those who belong to Me.  You have been judged NOT GUILTY for all eternity.  Trust Me, and don't be afraid; for I am your Strength, Song, and Salvation." (p. 245)

Wherever you are on the journey today, may you find joy in the journey and if there is any darkness in your life, may you glow in the dark!

Debra

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"Glow in the Dark", Jason Gray, 2015.

Lyrics:

Sometimes the world feels like a mess
Full of drama, full of stress
And life puts a fist right in your ribs
You can hide if you choose to
And no one would even blame you
Or you can let them see how you deal with it
That even in the darkest place
His love can make you radiate

(chorus)
Doesn’t matter how deep, how dark the night is
Keep hoping, keep on shining
And they’ll see His light burning in your heart
And if the road gets rough, just keep your head up
Let the world see what you’re made of
That His love’s alive in your deepest parts
Like a flame, like a burning star you can shine right where you are
He made you to glow in the dark

Don’t be ashamed of your past
If you’re shattered like a piece of glass
The more broke you are the more the light gets through
Show your wounds and your flaws
Show them why you still need the cross
Let them see the work He’s doing in you
That even in the darkest place
His love can make you radiate

(chorus)
Doesn’t matter how deep, how dark the night is
Keep hoping, keep on shining
And they’ll see His light burning in your heart
And if the road gets rough, just keep your head up
Let the world see what you’re made of
That His love’s alive in your deepest parts
Like a flame, like a burning star you can shine right where you are
He made you to glow in the dark

(chorus)
Doesn’t matter how deep, how dark the night is
Keep hoping, keep on shining
And they’ll see His light burning in your heart
And if the road gets rough, just keep your head up
Let the world see what you’re made of
That His love’s alive in your deepest parts
Like a flame, like a burning star you can shine right where you are
He made you to glow in the dark
Glow in the dark
Doesn’t matter how
Glow in the dark
Doesn’t matter how

Music video:


Sunday, July 19, 2015

"Come and Rest"-- today's sermon

Today's sermon-- "Come and Rest".

These are the typed notes, not necessarily what was shared verbatim in either church.  In fact, I added a section about heading home Thursday after SOULfeast and about hearing the news of what had happened in Chattanooga.  At first, all I read in Facebook posts was "pray for Chattanooga" when I stopped along the Nantahala at Kelly's on the River to get my lunch.  Then, I found another post that explained why everyone was asking for prayer.  I mentioned that even though I had just spent a week filling up my cup and being renewed, it was instantly emptied.  I took my lunch and found a spot on the Nantahala to eat, rest, and pray.  I needed more time to "come and rest".  I needed to bring my burdens to God, again. [Not shared this morning in sermons: I found myself stopping quite a bit on my journey home Thursday.  Near the Ocoee lake to check out a cabin I had spent many summers in as a child and then the Cherokee Removal site near Blythe's Ferry and a cornfield.  I stopped to reflect, renew, and pray.  I prayed my flute at the Cherokee Removal Site.]  Sometimes, our need to "come and rest" is moment by moment.

I shared some of the above during the sermon at some appropriate spot.

For what it's worth, here are today's notes and Scripture passage.  Maybe there is something here for someone.

Blessings on your journey,

Debra

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"Come and Rest"
July 19, 2015 (Pentecost 8)
Mark 6:30-34, 53-56
Flintstone UMC and Simpson UMC

Mark 6:30-34, 53-56

30 The apostles gathered around Jesus, and told him all that they had done and taught. 31 He said to them, “Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves and rest a while.” For many were coming and going, and they had no leisure even to eat. 32 And they went away in the boat to a deserted place by themselves. 33 Now many saw them going and recognized them, and they hurried there on foot from all the towns and arrived ahead of them. 34 As he went ashore, he saw a great crowd; and he had compassion for them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd; and he began to teach them many things.
53 When they had crossed over, they came to land at Gennesaret and moored the boat. 54 When they got out of the boat, people at once recognized him, 55 and rushed about that whole region and began to bring the sick on mats to wherever they heard he was. 56 And wherever he went, into villages or cities or farms, they laid the sick in the marketplaces, and begged him that they might touch even the fringe of his cloak; and all who touched it were healed.
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I contemplated changing my sermon in light of what happened in our community of Chattanooga this past week on Thursday and the deep loss we feel as a community and a nation.  But as I continued to reflect and pray, I realized that this theme of coming away and resting, of becoming renewed, is crucial for us if we are going to respond rather than react to this particular situation.  Thus, for what has happened this past week, for every day of our journey, I invite us all to come and rest today.  May our ears, hearts, minds, and souls be attuned to the voice of God.

Let's look again at today's Scripture passage, starting with Mark 6:30-31: "30 The apostles gathered around Jesus, and told him all that they had done and taught. 31 He said to them, “Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves and rest a while.” For many were coming and going, and they had no leisure even to eat."

The disciples were admittedly tired and hungry.  They had been doing the work of the Lord.  Jesus knew their needs at that moment and invited them to "come away and rest".  Notice their response in verse 32: "32 And they went away in the boat to a deserted place by themselves." 

Let's stop here for a moment.  The disciples could have responded: 'No thanks, Jesus, we still have a lot of work to do.  We're just going to keep pushing ahead until all the folks are healed, have heard about you, etc.'  But they didn't.  They must have known inside themselves that they DID need to rest.  They accepted the gentle teaching of the Lord and this gift of grace in the form of rest and they went away to a deserted place by themselves.  They had to let go of their work and ministry and accept the extended grace in order to even begin to rest.

That's a powerful thought, isn't it?  We are called to let go of the things that get in the way of our being able to "come and rest".  What kind of things do we need to let go?  For me it was letting go of this past week's homework assignment.  At the beginning of the semester, the professor offered us a "get out of jail free card" to use for any week during the summer term.  We could then be free to travel, be with family, whatever we needed to do for one week.  It meant we didn't need to participate in the week's discussions online by posting or responding.  To let go of the week's assignments, I had to accept the grace extended to me by the professor in the form of this "get out of jail free card".  I had to  "turn in" that card in order for the grace to be redeemed.  A gift is not worth much if it isn't opened and used.  It took me until Monday morning to realize this for myself and to live into it.  In the back of my head I knew the grace was there, but I thought I would just push through.  But Monday morning it struck me that there was no way I was going to read the book and stay on top of my studies and enter fully into the week of refreshment and renewal at SOULfeast.  Ironically, I knew I'd be preaching on "Come and Rest".  How could I preach on something that I wasn't living?!?!  I knew what I had to do and I turned in my "get out of jail free card".

Jesus invites us all to come and rest.  It is in this rest, this renewal that we are able to hear and know Jesus better.  In hearing and knowing Jesus better, we are better able to discern and to respond.  Our cups are filled and we serve out of that filled place. 

How often are we to respond to Jesus' invitation to "come and rest"?  Very often.  Daily.  Weekly.  Monthly.  Yearly.  Our Sabbath times of making time to rest and listen are crucial.

You may be familiar with this passage in Matthew 11:28-30:

“Come to me, all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
(NRSV)

Jesus invites us to come and rest at any time we are weary or carrying heavy burdens. That could be a moment to moment timeline instead of what I already mentioned.

For me, SOULfeast this past week was indeed a time of rest and renewal.  The focus for the week was "Renew your people".  Each day the theme was centered around these parts of our baptismal vows: prayer, presence, gifts, service, and witness.  The speaker (Elaine Heath) and the preacher (Jacob Armstrong) wove these into how we are to be renewed, as did the morning and afternoon sessions.  I won't take time now to share everything I learned this past week, but I will say that the combination of the speakers, the workshops, the trip to Asheville, NC to hear and see this vision of investing in a community and its renewal, plus joining in Holy Communion throughout the week and walking around Lake Junaluska.... all of this contributed to my renewal, my being able to listen.

Today's passage is just one of several in which we see Jesus and the disciples taking time apart to pray, be with a smaller group of disciples for prayer and teaching, spending time in solitude, etc.  As we look at Jesus' example, we understand the importance of coming away to rest, of taking time to refresh prior to making decisions and/or continued service to others.  (Luke 6:12-14 is one example)

Verses 33-34 in today's passage show us that the people really didn't give Jesus and his disciples a chance to rest this time.  That happens.  Sometimes our times of rest and renewal are put aside for a moment.  Here, Jesus had great compassion on the crowd that arrived ahead of them and began to teach them.  Jesus was mindful of their needs.

The lectionary passage skips the feeding of the crowd in verses 35-52.  The disciples engage in servant leadership, learn first-hand from Jesus about miracles and serving.  But that's a sermon for another day.  Then, when the time is right, they leave again and set off for the other side of the lake.   

They were going to get their time alone now, right?  Not really.  Read verses 53-56 again.  But, think for a minute.  They had their time in the boat, crossing over as alone time, just the disciples and Jesus.  They were there on the water, able to reflect upon the day's activities.  Sometimes it is a few minutes of rest and renewal that we get in our cars, standing in line waiting, sitting in the pews prior to the start of a service.  We can use these times to rest in the presence of God and allow our spirits to be renewed.

It is through these times of renewal that we can more clearly hear the voice of God over all the other "voices" and demands in our lives.  I picked up a book from the ottoman, one of the many books I look forward to reading now that required reading is almost over. :)  Sabbath:  Finding rest, renewal, and delight in our busy lives by Wayne Muller.  The first line of the introduction sums up the problem we face: "In the relentless busyness of modern life, we have lost the rhythm of work and rest." (1)  Muller goes on to say this: "All life requires a rhythm of rest.  There is a rhythm in our waking activity and the body's need for sleep.  There is a rhythm in the way day dissolves into night, and night into morning.  There is a rhythm as the active growth of spring and summer is quieted by the necessary dormancy of fall and winter.  There is a tidal rhythm, a deep, eternal conversation between the land and the great sea.  In our bodies, the heart perceptibly rests after each life-giving beat; the lungs between the exhale and the inhale.  We have lost this essential rhythm.  Our culture invariably supposes that action and accomplishment are better than rest, that doing something---anything---is better than doing nothing.  Because of our desire to succeed, to meet these ever growing expectations, we do not rest.  Because we do not rest, we lose our way.  We miss the compass points that would show us where to go, we bypass the nourishment that would give us succor.  We miss the quiet that would give us wisdom.  We miss the joy and love born of effortless delight.  Poisoned by this hypnotic belief that good things come only through unceasing determination and tireless effort, we can never truly rest.  And for want of rest, our lives are in danger." (1)

Hear these words from Sarah Young in her devotional book, Jesus Calling: Enjoying Peace in His Presence.  This is the devotion from July 17.  As you listen to these words, imagine Jesus speaking to you individually.

"Come away with Me for a while.  The world, with its nonstop demands, can be put on hold.  Most people put Me on hold, rationalizing that someday they will find time to focus on Me.  But the longer people push Me into the background of their lives, the harder it is for them to find Me.
You live among people who glorify busyness; they have made time a tyrant that controls their lives.  Even those who know Me as Savior tend to march to the tempo of the world.  They have bought into the illusion that more is always better: more meetings, more programs, more activity.
I have called you to follow Me on a solitary path, making time alone with Me your highest priority and deepest Joy.  It is a pathway largely unappreciated and often despised.  However, you have chosen the better thing, which will never be taken away from you.  Moreover, as you walk close to Me, I can bless others through you."

In closing, listen to the passage from Matthew 11:28-30 again, this time in contemporary language:

“Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.” (MSG)

May it be so.  Amen.

Saturday, June 13, 2015

Bubbling spring of Joy-- reflection from today's Jesus Calling

June 13

This morning is our last morning here at Lake Junaluska.  We head home today.  We leave behind a week of Annual Conference, an incredible time of worship, teaching, and a new beginning in my faith journey.  We go home to some challenges in a work situation for my husband and a family situation with my brother.

As I read the words in today's devotional from Jesus Calling, I was called back into the present moment and was able to 'be still and know'.

The words this morning encouraged me and uplifted me.

"I AM CREATING something new in you: a bubbling spring of Joy that spills over into others' lives.  Do not mistake this Joy for your own or try to take credit for it in any way.  Instead, watch in delight as My Spirit flows through you to bless others.  Let yourself become a reservoir of the Spirit's fruit.
     Your part is to live close to Me, open to all that I am doing in you.  Don't try to control the streaming of My Spirit through you.  Just keep focusing on Me as we walk through this day together.  Enjoy My Presence, which permeates you with Love, Joy, and Peace."

(found on page 172 of my copy of Jesus Calling)

What stood out to me most were these words/phrases:
  • something new
  • bubbling spring of Joy
  • My Spirit flows through you to bless others
  • Don't try to control the streaming of My Spirit through you
  • keep focusing on Me
Several times during worship this past week I found myself needing to, having to stand up during songs for worship.  Sometimes it would be when others were also standing and it wasn't so awkward or noticeable.  Yet at times there would be something moving inside of me and really the only way to let it flow was to stand.  When you are the only one standing, even in a room full of like-minded folks, it can be a little odd.  But, we are called to focus on and worship the One and Only, so I try to remember that.  I don't want to be a spectacle nor cause others to stumble.  However, when the Spirit is stirring within me to the point that I can sit no longer, I am going to stand.

I don't know if others sense that 'bubbling spring of Joy' that flows through me.  I hope they do.  I hope that it does bless others.  I pray that I don't try to control the streaming of the Spirit as it flows through me and that I will truly keep focusing on Christ, the Father, and the Spirit.

Nehemiah 8:10 has been a favorite for a long time for me and continues to carry me. It seems appropriate for me to remember here.  It is about the joy of the Lord being one's strength.

Whether the bubbling spring of Joy overflows constantly or not, a spring is a fresh body of water being fed from an underground/inside source.

May the Holy Spirit continue to feed the spring of my life, of your life as we continue this journey.  May Joy fill us and bubble over at times.

Blessings on your journey,

Debra

Twila Paris: "The Joy of the Lord"


9/18/14 dd overflowing "joy"